Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Haha... the horoscopes i've signed up said i'll be lacking of energy and will be quiet today... seem true enough..... just feeling damn restless not sure why either... sry everyone if i snapped or offended anyone in the process.... not sure why i acted so moronic either.....
Got a C in for my International Biz...n just managed a B for MA... crapz.... real crapz just when i tot i'll be able to pull up my GPA.... the goal seems bloody distant now. i know i know... some pple will say its gd enough or something along that line.... but.... i just can't take it... it sticks out like a sore thumb (what a coincidence, i scrapped my thumb a few days too n my thumb is realli sore..haha)
i just hate it when i underperform...... i just hate it that im feeling distant from everyone. I just hate it that i dun feel like talking. i dunno why either...
why must i always f*** up at the last moment of everything? when i see my sis so relax even though her exams are so nearby, i just cant help but admire.... its just an automatic reaction for me to screw up. its only a matter of big or small..... just like during presentations, submissions, exams, and whatever shit that comes along. That is perhaps the reason why im always anal about details .... but as expected i always miss a few impt deatils hidden along the way....
i'm just a damn klutz.....
anyways i got so frustrated that i went to call fanny to cut my hair.... well maybe trim ... since i havent got much hair for her to change a new style. i joked with jac that everytime im stress i'll cut my hair.... well she told me to shave my hair off.... of course the idea is tempting... that way i dun have to look like sadako with the fringe that fanny advised me to keep..... but... that would mean that i wont have back up hair left if i am stress later on.
Well... i'll probably look something like that i did shave my hair off
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laugh everyone.... its a joke....
~10:59 PM
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About me:
Just a simple person struggling against the currents of life....
Simple Facts:
-> Female
-> Arts Student @ Uni of Melbourne
-> Crappy
-> ?????
Love:
LOVES to Eat!
LOVES to Sleep
LOVES Her Friends
LOVES her love
&
Trying to Love her life
Hate:
Hate is just an emotion requiring some mental tweaking
Wish List:
WISHES that everyone is happy
Wishes for a smooth transition
Wishes for a blissful life
Wishes for good grades & motivation
Wishes for a good career